Life is a Highway

Life is a most defiantly a highway. There are twists and turns and hills and bumps. You never know what you're gonna get when you come to the end... and that is the thrill of it all... especially if you're traveling with people you love and love you too. I'm traveling one of the bumpiest roads there is to come by. Just this year, I have encountered 2 family deaths and 1 non-related family death. I've also encountered fighting, bickering, and among all happiness... from birth to meeting Cookie. Just goes to show you never know what you are gonna get in the long run. I want to be the one who stands up in the front of the class without being afraid and say "Yes I did do that, and I am proud, because I did it with my family, my ohna."

House visits, oh how I love thee.... NOT!! We are having a person come over today to help my mom with some business... the only good thing out of this is going over to Cookies house after she leaves. It wouldn't be so bad, her coming, if I didn't have to baby sit my brothers and make sure they are on there best behavior. You know how hard it is to make sure they are on their best behavior? Its like giving a monkey a root canal.... Near impossible. Dilly and Woo Burger are good boys don't get me wrong. They are sweet and loving and defiantly energetic, but put them in a room together for an hour or two, you better be prepared to have one or the other come out with bruises. But hey, thats the beauty of being an older sister. It has its ups and its has its downs. Woo Burger is 9 and Dilly is 14 and I know what you are gonna say, can't Dilly baby sit Woo Burger. NO!!! No No No... BAD IDEA. Sorry Charlie try again. I just hope everything goes well with mom. I pray she gets what she is looking for.

Yes, I have asked myself this many of times, Am I truly live the life of an American Teenager. To tell you the truth, I don't really have an answer to share. It could be many answers depending on your view of "Living Life to the Fullest." If I was interpreting it that way.. No, I guess I just live an average everyday normal life... filled with turns and twist and corkscrews. Its like a big roller coaster that never ends but you have to enjoy it because after all it is your life. Now if I was taking it by going out to spend time with Cookie, or going out and getting my permit with my mom, or even staying home and playing a normal card game with my baby brother. Then yes I am living my life the way I want too. All though secretly at times I want to scream at the top of the roof and just burst of singing "Bring me to Life, Wake me up inside, Save me from this nothing I've become...", because at times I do feel like nothing. I get told by my mom and by Cookie that I'm not... That I am their world and that I should never feel like that but hey I'm a girl, I still think that ponies and rainbows are the bomb... Give me some slack.

OMG OMG OMG before I forget I should tell you about my greatest Easter gift in the world. We got 7 new baby kittens. 5 girls and 2 boys. They are so adorable. Only 5 of them are extremely fluffy, And both boys are ones of the fluffly ones. Kitty had them in my bed that morning and we have been taking care of them since. When they get out of the room they look like little rats running around. We all love them more than we ever could love an animal. Okay here they are in order....

1. Azaland
2.Nittany (twins with Azaland)
3. Ella
4. Dawg ( who is a girl)
5. Pooky
6. Sophia
7.Efe
They all sleep with me in my bed, I clean their kitty box..... which they do use on occasions... I feed them, etc. They are my best friends. I come home to them waiting for me after school and I wake up to them surrounding me. Makes me feel whole, and yeah I know that we might have to get rid of them but at least I got them while I still can.

So with that I bid you farewell...Until next time...

Best wishes, ML-MG