Boys are Cheats and Liars

I got home about 4:50 and came home with big 'ole stories about marvolous adventures with my Waifu. I got to meet her dad today who turned out to be an amazing duck man.... He has no teeth so he can make the perfect duck face. I'm so happy to be home, but anytime she wants me to come over.... I will be willing to go over there again in a heart beat. I got my report card today and it's official, I passed, but I was also informed my ex tried to contact me while I was gone.. I don't know if he wants me to call him so he can say WHY he left or if he just wants to rub in my face that he is single again.... I did get my phone taken away for 2 weeks for personal reasoning but maybe I'll call just to see what he wants. You never know until you find out that's what I always say...

Yesterday my Waifu drew me the BEST bubble bath I think I have ever had. After she let the water heater warm up, she drew an amazing bath, with hot water and bath salts and bubbles and soapy rose petals and when I stepped in the bath and laid down... I laid out the longest sigh of relief that could be heard out in the hallway... It was exactly what I needed. We ended up staying up half the night dancing and being silly and watching movies like "The Rocky Horror Picture Show" and "Dark Shadow", which are both two EXCELLENT movies.

Not this weekend but the next, I will be heading to Wisconsin for a family wedding which I am so excited for. As soon as we come back the best parts of my senior year summer start to happen such as my class ring and and senior pictures and much more... I'm so excited... It will be amazing.. I came home in a very good mood so I guess I will be saying "AMAZING" a lot... So, what would you do if you had one week to wait before heading to a wedding?


I would find a mountain and climb to the tippy top and scream free at last... No more worrying about whether you can make your life work around a boy... no more worry about how to make a life with someone that obviously didn't care enough to try to make things work... I would scream " I AM FREE AT LAST!!!" I know I keep bring him up but see its the best way to get things off your chest that has been hurting you for days. My mom told me she posted something on my Facebook.. turns out it was a clip from Hot Chick which is a good movie... it has Rob Schneider in it so you know its a good movie. ANY who... the chip is "Boys are cheats and liars... "



Well anyway, I think I'm gonna ask to see what my ex wanted...

Until next time,

Best wishes,
ML-MG

If you could do one thing what would it be?

I have been asked this several times in my life... "If you could do one thing what would it be?"... and never really sat down to think about it until now... If I could do one thing... and one thing ONLY... it would probably go back to Virginia for a day... sit by the sea... Watch the waves roll by.. smell the salt in the air... and stick my feet in the water until they get all pruney. I miss Virginia more than anything in the world... I miss the sea most of all... We have a lot of family friends... and I miss them too. So yeah I that's one thing I would do if I was allowed to do it... Now if it asked for two things.. I would say go camping again.. ONLY because I miss the water...

Now what would you do if you could go back in time and undo things.... I would probably go back and possible not date Cookie... That boy broke my heart in a millions piece... Thank god we never did anything over the extreme... I hate myself for being nice and caring... its a curse I SWEAR it is... There isn't anything in the world I wish I didn't have...He, as my loving friend Waifu says. "He was a player and only wanted one thing.... He can brainwash you into thinking he is nice and caring until he gets what he wants and when he doesn't.. he stops caring and kicks you on the curve." As I said before, if I could go back and undo that day I would. He had the gaul to break up with me OVER A TEXT!!!! Instead of being a mature 18 year old and calling or doing it in person... but you know what I'm somewhat happy he is gone.. and if he wants to come crawling back he can, but it will only be with an apology...

My mom always told me this was a place to vent... Well I vented with Waifu and it only helped to a certain extent... So here I am blowing up on a blog... I don't want my mom to hate me... That the LAST thing I want... To me, after everything he has done, she is the closest thing I got to a friend since I'm not in school no more... Its not right for people to treat others like toys... So mom if your reading this.. I love you very much and I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world... As a wise woman once said... "People come and go but families, they stay together.." I really have no clue what I would do with out my Daddy and my mom...

Right now I'm spending a few days with my friend Waifu... me and her go way back have alot of things in common... such as we both love sugary foods, we both love kingdom hearts and our Wii's...and most of all, you put us in the same room and we go crazy...She is amazing and has been there with me through every hurt, every victory, every lesson that needed to be taught by someone.. or in her words by "Obiwan." This afternoon while she was taking up all the hot water in a relaxing shower.. I called my mom because I missed... When I got done talking to her, she walked in the rooms and I ran the den room and sat in the computer chair and just cried... I felt wrong and bad and I hated myself more than I hated myself in a long time.. She came up behind me with a towel and wiped the tears away.. then I ran to the bathroom and threw up... *HA*... when I came back I was breathing heavy... so you know what this woman did... she gave me MORE icecream.... :D I can tell you right now I'm probably not going to bed until at least 1.  I don't know what I would do with out my friend and my family.

SO on top of ALL of that... Waifu was telling me about this guy named Angel... he apparently the same age as me... but the only problem is, is he is obsessed with Waifu which really SUCKS... She called him which was funny and told him to get over her... and then asked him if he would ask me on a date.. UMMM... HAHAHA... I couldn't stop laughing.. It made me smile so big... and definitely made me stop crying.. he was on speaker and I was on the steps leading into the den... and he said, brace yourselves, he would think about it... I wanted to roll over on the floor and laugh so hard.. I could not believe she actually did that to me.. she told me I DESERVED a good guy like him and that he is definitely my type... instead of crying in sorrow for thinking my mom hated me... I cried in joy for thinking what has she gotten me into.... but hey I can't complain.. she's amazing the way she is....

Now I am going to eat more ice cream and possible dance around and spin till I fall down.... because I know I started out upset... but it feels so much better to get this off my chest... I love you guys, especially mom and with that

Goodnight, Best Wishes,

ML-MG

P.s. Sorry no pics today with my blog.. couldn't save them to Waifu's computer.. Night ((HUGS))

What would YOU do????

What do you do if there is no one left... if everything you thought was perfect turns towards the worse? What do you do if the roller coaster comes to a stop or a hill that you can't quite get over it. In my eyes you continue on your way but what if it hurts to much to get over....? I bet you're wondering what I am talking about. Me and Cookie have been having some problems... Yesterday his mom told him about everything we talked about while she was over here helping us out with the pups... He told me that he was mad because a relationship is between two people not my family... I apparently said the wrong thing to my other mom and she told him... So for right now I'm in the dog house and he won't talk... absolutely WONDERFUL. It hurts not talking to him... It hurts not hearing from him. I tried apologized so many times because when I get excited or nervous somethings slip out... and I always forgot he has a short fuse... I just hope I'm not in the dog house for long.

The pups are doing wonderful. We are more concerned about Piggy because of her chances or milk fever. They are all adorable... Last night I had to sleep on the living room floor to make sure she was okay through the night.. and to make sure she didn't roll over on the pups.. she did once or twice but I think she is getting the hang of things.. and getting use to them. She just needs to drink and eat more. I check up on her once in a while and don't force her to drink.. I stick the bowl in there and lead her to the drinking bowl and she will drink but if she doesn't drink then I wait ten minutes and then try again... that normally works.

I hate summer... I actually miss school because when it is summer, there is nothing to do.... I've asked to go over to Cookies house but with Dipper in the way it's hard to find times.. I asked about going over this Friday but I don't know if I can. I miss school, my friends, my teachers, learning new things, etc. I love spending time with my family but I miss people my age or an age higher or lower... I love new exciting things... and I love staying up late with mom but I can't stand the heat and the emptiness... *SIGH*

Well with that I'm going to go and have some fun with my kittens.. maybe I will finally woop one in UNO.... so far Azalan won 6 out of 10....

Best wishes,
ML-MG

PUPPIES!!!!!

Thats right we got puppies... cute little baby ones. Piggy had them this morning about 7 and we were so scared that something bad was gonna happen to them like her last litter that I had my other mother come and take a look at the situation... OMG was she help... she was absolutely amazing. So calm, cool and collected as it it was nothing at all... of course she has done breeding and welping before so of course she would know what to do. She had 7 babies. The first time my other mother came here... she only had 1 and was having her second as soon as she walked in the door. She stayed long enough for her to have 5. Well 2 hours later she was having another one so I called her up and she came rushing over because they only live right down the road. Me and my mom were already trying to get it to breath because piggy really had no idea what to do about getting it to breath. When my other mom came in that door she dropped her keys and picked up that puppy and made it come to life.. told us that we did good and put him back with piggy. Then the bigger and hopefully the last one came out... HE WAS HUGE!!!... We now have 4 brown pups and 3 white pups... and they are adorable, but me and my mom are BOTH exhausted.

Amazing news everyone... I talked to Cookie about me going into the Air Force some more... and I was so afraid he would leave me... He told me he won't leave me. It made me smile right then and there.. I never felt so loved in all my life ..... Not from another person I mean... I get plenty of love from my family and such. I asked if he was lying because his mom was in the room and he said no... He told me he wouldn't ever leave me and he supported me as is... and If I was to join.. he would be damn proud to have a physical therapist as a Girlfriend... he didn't say girlfriend he said wife but hey I have to edit somethings.

Well like I said I am absolutely exhausted... and need to go take a nap after 3 hours of MINECRAFT... I am not addicted I swear...

Best Wishes, ML-MG

Here Fishy Fishy...

Yum Yum... Happy Memorials Day... Today was amazing... I got to go to my Aunt's house to eat some delicious fish and spend time with friends. I mainly stayed inside with Wee Burger because it was so hot and he was alone inside...that's the big sister coming out. Well anyway, there was this guy there that is in the USAF... and I GOT TO TALK TO HIM!!!! He told me about basics and tech school and the different phases you go through during tech school and we talked about the ASVAB... He said it was common sense and A LOT easier than the ACT ... thank God... because I failed the ACT misserably. He was upset because he had to go back to New Mexico but he said if he didn't have to he would quiz me for the ASVAB and take me to the recruiter himself... but sadly he couldn't. Well anyway about the fish fry, we had fish and burgers and hot dogs and my favorite food in the entire world.... that's right.. DEVILED EGGS!!! Mom said she was happy that the kittens were sleeping with me and not her *HA*...

Now Memorials day is all about the memory of the death of loved ones that served in the military... and this day is meant to spent with family. It's suppose to be a sad holiday but every holiday can be brightened up by being with your family and friends and with the people that really love you for you. Sadly Cookie had to PT so he couldn't go with me to the fish fry. Which was sad because my aunt kept asking why I didn't bring him... It's not my fault he is getting ready for September where he goes and defends his country. I honor my dad today but he is not dead which I am grateful for because I love my mom but I have NO CLUE what I would do without my daddy. Does anyone else honor and love their daddies like I do? I would love to not feel alone...

Now because me and a couple of members in Military club are going into the service you will hear A LOT about the military and my family on my blog whether it is from playing UNO with my mom to what I'll be doing in the service. It's something I am passionate about and my mom told me to blog about things I am passionate about. I am so happy that I make my mom proud and I am so happy that I can finally  put a smile on her face. Seeing that smile is what motivates me everyday to reach for the moon and if I miss, then I still land among the stars. My family is my motivation, Cookies family is my motivation, My brothers are my motivation... yes they are in a section all to them selves because they might be the most annoying thing in the world.. but I love them...

Well normally I have a fourth thing to blog about but not tonight... I'm exhausted and missing my Cookie so I think I'm gonna call him....

Best wishes, ML-MG

Free at last!!!

Yup, thats right... My Cookie is free at last. He graduated ... I'm so proud of him and all his hard work, but the only sad thing about that is that means it is less time till he leaves for Basics. Mom cried the whole cemerony, due to the realization that I am now offically a senior.I mean we are all happy for him including my other mother. We are all very proud of him. I have a count down till he leaves in September, which is sad but its better that I know when then one day he just not be there anymore. His mom and I are gonna remain close and stay in touch while he is gone and that is the best thing I could ever ask. Just like me and him staying in touch.

Now the moment of truth..... drum roll please... I have come up with my future plan... and that is to join the USAF. I'm so happy with my decision and many of you will think it is because Cookie is in the Marines... WRONG!!! Its is because its what I feel needs to be done. Me and my father need to go down to the recruiter and talk to him or her about the DEP or the Delayed Entry Program. It will get me in shape, keep my grades up, and teach me responsibility. My father doesn't think it is a good idea but as long as I have my mom's support and Cookie's support... I'll be fine. That's right. I asked Cookie if he will support me because I supported him through his PT's and his troubles with Dipper. His concern is us dating. Mom and Ford told me recruits can date as long as they are of different branches. That makes me happy.

2 is better than 1... always have and always will be. Me and my mother are like that. We may have are times where I annoy her and she annoys me but when we sit down and play cards or Yahtzee or watch or favorite shows, we are inseparable. This weekend I went to go spend the night with my Nanny and lets just say the more she complained the more I missed my mom. The more I missed our "Us" time. To be honest I don't know what I will do with out her when I leave for Basics.... Or where ever I go. It goes for the same thing with me and Cookie. I pray we stay together even though he is in the Marines and I am going into the Air Force. My mom supports me and so does he and that is what helps me get along. I do care if my dad cares but he won't... so there is no point on wasting time trying to get him to approve... I was born into a military family and so will my kids and I pray their kids after that.

I'm NOT a crazy cat lady but my 7 kittens are my babies. They are my best friends and I know I already talked to you about them but hey who can't stop talking about kittens..... They have gotten so big.. with LONG nails and SHARP teeth... They eat alot and poop more... But hey when it comes to sleeping at night... That's the reward... because I got 7 little furry heaters that keep my feet, hips, shoulder, stomach and head warm. And when they purr it's the most soothing sound and it puts me straight to sleep. I don't want to give them up at all. Mom loves Azalan and I love the rest ... I feed them and scoop their box and anything else you can think off... When I spent the night over at my Nanny's.. mom had to take care of my babies.. I came home and she said " I don't know how you do it." She had trouble rounding them up and had trouble feeding them and putting them to bed. If you don't put them to bed at the same time everyday, then they will become irregular an annoying.

Well I need to get off of this and get ready for bed.. maybe play some minecraft before bed...

Best Wishes, ML-MG