What would YOU do????

What do you do if there is no one left... if everything you thought was perfect turns towards the worse? What do you do if the roller coaster comes to a stop or a hill that you can't quite get over it. In my eyes you continue on your way but what if it hurts to much to get over....? I bet you're wondering what I am talking about. Me and Cookie have been having some problems... Yesterday his mom told him about everything we talked about while she was over here helping us out with the pups... He told me that he was mad because a relationship is between two people not my family... I apparently said the wrong thing to my other mom and she told him... So for right now I'm in the dog house and he won't talk... absolutely WONDERFUL. It hurts not talking to him... It hurts not hearing from him. I tried apologized so many times because when I get excited or nervous somethings slip out... and I always forgot he has a short fuse... I just hope I'm not in the dog house for long.

The pups are doing wonderful. We are more concerned about Piggy because of her chances or milk fever. They are all adorable... Last night I had to sleep on the living room floor to make sure she was okay through the night.. and to make sure she didn't roll over on the pups.. she did once or twice but I think she is getting the hang of things.. and getting use to them. She just needs to drink and eat more. I check up on her once in a while and don't force her to drink.. I stick the bowl in there and lead her to the drinking bowl and she will drink but if she doesn't drink then I wait ten minutes and then try again... that normally works.

I hate summer... I actually miss school because when it is summer, there is nothing to do.... I've asked to go over to Cookies house but with Dipper in the way it's hard to find times.. I asked about going over this Friday but I don't know if I can. I miss school, my friends, my teachers, learning new things, etc. I love spending time with my family but I miss people my age or an age higher or lower... I love new exciting things... and I love staying up late with mom but I can't stand the heat and the emptiness... *SIGH*

Well with that I'm going to go and have some fun with my kittens.. maybe I will finally woop one in UNO.... so far Azalan won 6 out of 10....

Best wishes,
ML-MG