If you could do one thing what would it be?

I have been asked this several times in my life... "If you could do one thing what would it be?"... and never really sat down to think about it until now... If I could do one thing... and one thing ONLY... it would probably go back to Virginia for a day... sit by the sea... Watch the waves roll by.. smell the salt in the air... and stick my feet in the water until they get all pruney. I miss Virginia more than anything in the world... I miss the sea most of all... We have a lot of family friends... and I miss them too. So yeah I that's one thing I would do if I was allowed to do it... Now if it asked for two things.. I would say go camping again.. ONLY because I miss the water...

Now what would you do if you could go back in time and undo things.... I would probably go back and possible not date Cookie... That boy broke my heart in a millions piece... Thank god we never did anything over the extreme... I hate myself for being nice and caring... its a curse I SWEAR it is... There isn't anything in the world I wish I didn't have...He, as my loving friend Waifu says. "He was a player and only wanted one thing.... He can brainwash you into thinking he is nice and caring until he gets what he wants and when he doesn't.. he stops caring and kicks you on the curve." As I said before, if I could go back and undo that day I would. He had the gaul to break up with me OVER A TEXT!!!! Instead of being a mature 18 year old and calling or doing it in person... but you know what I'm somewhat happy he is gone.. and if he wants to come crawling back he can, but it will only be with an apology...

My mom always told me this was a place to vent... Well I vented with Waifu and it only helped to a certain extent... So here I am blowing up on a blog... I don't want my mom to hate me... That the LAST thing I want... To me, after everything he has done, she is the closest thing I got to a friend since I'm not in school no more... Its not right for people to treat others like toys... So mom if your reading this.. I love you very much and I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world... As a wise woman once said... "People come and go but families, they stay together.." I really have no clue what I would do with out my Daddy and my mom...

Right now I'm spending a few days with my friend Waifu... me and her go way back have alot of things in common... such as we both love sugary foods, we both love kingdom hearts and our Wii's...and most of all, you put us in the same room and we go crazy...She is amazing and has been there with me through every hurt, every victory, every lesson that needed to be taught by someone.. or in her words by "Obiwan." This afternoon while she was taking up all the hot water in a relaxing shower.. I called my mom because I missed... When I got done talking to her, she walked in the rooms and I ran the den room and sat in the computer chair and just cried... I felt wrong and bad and I hated myself more than I hated myself in a long time.. She came up behind me with a towel and wiped the tears away.. then I ran to the bathroom and threw up... *HA*... when I came back I was breathing heavy... so you know what this woman did... she gave me MORE icecream.... :D I can tell you right now I'm probably not going to bed until at least 1.  I don't know what I would do with out my friend and my family.

SO on top of ALL of that... Waifu was telling me about this guy named Angel... he apparently the same age as me... but the only problem is, is he is obsessed with Waifu which really SUCKS... She called him which was funny and told him to get over her... and then asked him if he would ask me on a date.. UMMM... HAHAHA... I couldn't stop laughing.. It made me smile so big... and definitely made me stop crying.. he was on speaker and I was on the steps leading into the den... and he said, brace yourselves, he would think about it... I wanted to roll over on the floor and laugh so hard.. I could not believe she actually did that to me.. she told me I DESERVED a good guy like him and that he is definitely my type... instead of crying in sorrow for thinking my mom hated me... I cried in joy for thinking what has she gotten me into.... but hey I can't complain.. she's amazing the way she is....

Now I am going to eat more ice cream and possible dance around and spin till I fall down.... because I know I started out upset... but it feels so much better to get this off my chest... I love you guys, especially mom and with that

Goodnight, Best Wishes,

ML-MG

P.s. Sorry no pics today with my blog.. couldn't save them to Waifu's computer.. Night ((HUGS))