Trouble?

There are days that I have no clue what to talk about and then there are days that I can't stop talking. Guess you're wondering what I am talking about? To be honest... I have no clue. Today was slow and somewhat boring. Watched T.V., Listened to music, worried about my brother over heating because it was HOTTT!!!! Today was just a slow day. I do have my concerns like my birthday or what my daddy is doing right now. I going nuts being surrounded by a whiny 9 year old and a logical 14 year old that thinks he knows everything. I'm worried about Rocky. He is so tiny. SO many thoughts not enough room to store it all.

Perfect for those who think they can't do it, think they can't move on... because you can.

I miss school, there's nothing more to say to that because it's plain to see. I'm finally letting go of my past and moving on. I try to be more colorful and spend time with my brothers and just be there for my family because I won't be there much longer. I've moved on from Cookie... It hurts the way he left me and never told me why, but I realized I don't need a why. He left because he wanted too... He is 18, he is a man, he can do whatever he wants and if that is breaking hearts, then so be it. I don't need it nor do I want it. So I moved on. I'm not planning on being with someone else for a while, but it doesn't hurt to look. Just don't touch.

When we went to Wisconsin, I walked around the mall with my brothers and every time a cute girl came by him, he would giggle... Ever time a good looking guy came by me, I got looked at and a head nod... Guy, what does a head nod mean exactly? Do you have a twitch or is your head hurting? lol. It's just like this Angel guy Waifu is trying to set me up with... I know I can't be with him but it doesn't hurt to be friends for a bit longer. No this is not a random pic off of google. This is actually him..... Cute huh... HA... I've known who he was since freshman year but didn't really talk to him until my sophomore year... only because he was obsessed with Waifu, but she saiod that she didn't like him like that and he was hurt. So I was there to help him back on his feet and feeling somewhat better. I seem to be good at making people feel better.

I'm going into the Air Force because I want too, Not because my parents and grandparents and my aunt and uncles where in it. No I want to be a Physical Therapist and I am not good in school, but I know I can pass the ASVAB and be able to go to college in the Air Force to become a Physical Therapist. I know I can make people feel better and make them well if they were in battle or got badly injured.

Well I am gonna go and clean up my room and try to be on my best behavior because if I do, and am amazing when my dad gets home, I might be able to go over to Waifu's house and spend some time with her... I miss her.. I miss a lot of my friends.

Goodnight,
Best Wishes,

ML-MG