Do you remember that movie that was made in the 1951? Okay, do you remember the little cocky catipilliar that smokes... he would inhale the smoke and then exhale letters and pictures... Well I was thinking about what he said to Alice over and over during their scene together... "WHO R U?" I want to answer this... She might have had trouble answering but I know who I am and want to share...
- I'm not a country girl nor city
- I'm very unique in my own was
- My name is Miranda Lynn-Marie Gordon and there is only ONE of me
- I love my two brothers and my parents more than I could love any guy
- I'm OBSESSED with Reese Pieces
- I'm in the love with the band One Direction (They always seem to know exactly how to make me feel better when I am down in the dumps)
- I'm the controller of weather (sometimes)
- I'm kind, caring, and sometimes sweet
- I HAVE THE WORST TEMPER EVER!!!!
- And finally I'm going to make a great Physical Therapist in the Air Force EVER!
I know who I am, DO YOU???
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger right? Well at least that is what Kelly Clarkson believes... and you know what, I agree... Cookie didn't kill me or anything like that... him leaving me is slowly but surely making me stronger inside. I know he is just a boy and I will be with others just like he will be with other
sluts, mean snotty, no good, blonde evil, girls. They will come and they will go, and I don't need to get attached... and I try SO hard not too but its difficult not to if they are kind at first. Sometimes you can't help but look back on the good times and smile... but when they leave then its hard to say goodbye no matter how things get. I will never forget how I met each one of my "Serious" boyfriends... Baker bought me a Popsicle and said it was for the sweetest girl in line and gave it to me... the next day in Bell's class he asked me out... that wasn't the first day I saw him. The first day I saw him was in choir my freshman year and he was the only guy in there... He was alone reading the "The Lightning Theft" and I leaned over to ask him if he was the only guy in the class and he looked at me with gorgeous blue eyes. I remember that like it was yesterday... He was always there for me at school, but whenever I wanted to hang out with him afterwards we simply couldn't (He was an athlete). I ended up leaving him (even though I really didn't want too) I left him for a guy named Jordan. He didn't last very long, very clingy. On May 1st of my sophomore year, I met Loki. He was sweet, caring, kind and an all around good guy... We spent a while with each other. He went to my birthday and then I went to his... but about December something, we started to fight about NOTHING.. we even fought about what color broccoli was.. and finally on January 5th of my junior year, we separated. He did get a little upset that I wouldn't take him back... and to be completely honest... If I could go back to the day that he say it was over... and actually listen to his apology and why he said what he said, I would have gone back with him.. but 'alast I don't have a time machine. Then finally on January 23rd, As a friend Cookie to comfort me and make me feel better for everything I was going through... he ended up asking me out.. and I said yes... but it wasn't the most romantic thing ever.. it was over email to be honest. At least the other two were more romantic about asking me out. Well from the very beginning, it was okay, but then he took me camping... exactly a week after he brought me home... we started fighting... it was horrible, absolutely horrible. That's all we ever did was fight and every single time I try to fix things he would run off to the lake to fish and avoid me. About a week ago, he left me... I blame myself, because I didn't try hard enough to keep him in my life long enough... but its whatever. I was really upset and still am to think that he is dating other people now.. not even a full 2 weeks after leaving me. It makes me think that he didn't care about me at all from the beginning...
Tomorrow we are go drop of the pups and Piggy to Cindy's house, hoping she understands that Piggy eats human food and we have to hand feed the runt. I hope it won't be to much of a big deal, but he will not be allowed to touch the pups or Piggy... I don't want his negative hurtful energy rubbing off on them and making them into bad pups. I don't talk to them much anymore.. it hurts to think about her because she was so nice and not even 2 days before he left me, she said that if he left me, we would still be friends... Ha the only friend I have right now is Hannah... and my mom but she already made it clear that she is my mom, my mentor and will not be my friend until I have kids of my own and know how it feels to be annoyed. I don't blame her.. I'm annoying... and I'm talkitive alot... but its part of who I am...
Now with that.. I'm going to try to find something to do until 3 in the morning so I can feed Little Man...
Goodnight, Until next time
Best Wishes,
ML-MG
Do you remember that movie that was made in the 1951? Okay, do you remember the little cocky catipilliar that smokes... he would inhale the smoke and then exhale letters and pictures... Well I was thinking about what he said to Alice over and over during their scene together... "WHO R U?" I want to answer this... She might have had trouble answering but I know who I am and want to share...
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