New, Sick Me

I WANT TO BE AN AIR FORCE PILOT, well I don't always get what I want, but I get pretty darn close. I may not be able to be a pilot, but I am in the Air Force. Yup I leave, with any hope, July 20th of next year, exactly 6 days after my 18th birthday. That makes me one happy camper. I'm ready to show my dedication to my country, I'm ready to shed blood, sweat and tears to my country. We work so hard for people to be free, now it's my turn. I might not be going into combat, I might not be going over seas, but I'll be in the USA defending our country the best way I know how, so do you think I got what it take to be in the Air Force?

I am home currently, yea yea I know, it's a Monday, shouldn't I have my happy butt in school right now? Well to be honest, I love my mother to pieces but I'd rather be in school right now, but sadly I can not be, because I am sick... it feels like my insides are on fire and my head is having a rock party in it. It feels like my nose wants to be a facet and drips all day, and on top of that, my stomach is disagreeing with EVERYTHING I eat. So I'm starving right now. So what are some things you do when you're home sick?

So I recently started dating an AMAZING guy. I call him Davy. Only because sometimes his feet smell like Davy John's Locker. Mom told me I had to wait till after the first of December to start dating him, but I've known him for about a year and a half now. Everyone at school thought we were already dating, which was hilarious to see their faces when we announced we STARTED dating on the first. My parents love him, my whole family loves him. Well except for D. D I think still likes my ex Loki, which scares me, but I'm sure D will warm up to Davy. Davy is everything I wanted in a guy and so much more. He's tall, he has blonde hair, blue eyes. He loves surprises even though my mother hates them. He loves my mother and he loves hearing stories about our family and about my fathers wonderful dreams. He accepts me for me, and for once I can be myself around him. There is something about him that is different and its unique and it's hard to explain but it's there. When I'm around him fireworks light up the sky, I get all warm and fuzzy and sometimes light headed or weak to my knees, and it feels like the world keeps spinning round and round.

Well recently he has been in A school. He also got kicked off the bus. Davy is definitely a hot head, but you see the reason he got A school was because he was protecting me, the reason he got kicked off the bus was he was protecting me. So I can't help but feel like this is partly my fault, even if everyday he says its his and I shouldn't blame myself. I can't help it. He gets out of A school next Monday and he gets to ride the bus tomorrow, I just hope I'm feeling better to be on the bus to see him. I was talking to him last night and he is real worried that he gave me what his mother has, but I don't think he did.



Now I need my rest so I can get up a little later and do some homework.. I HATE being behind in my work. Hope you enjoyed the update

Until Next Time

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Proud U.S. Airman Gordon

Leave Date July 20th, 2013

Proud Sister of 2 Little Brothers

Proud Daughter of a Wonderful Mother

Proud Girlfriend of David D.

~US AIR FORCE~